secret moments
when i can't access my pen and paper
Sunday, July 16, 2006
so, i txt-ed the bb yesterday just to say what's up. i guess i was hoping for a phonecall but instead, i received a lengthy txt msg in return.
quite disappointed. and sad. and mildly confused. like, does he consider me as an annoying ex now? i shouldn't have txt-d him.
i know i need to shake it off. really, i know. but things just linger inside longer than it does with others, i think.
he wasn't even that great of a boyfriend. he didn't pay for my teuscher chocolate. he was a dork. and even dorkier when drunk. so what the heck?? :)
lots of things to think about. like writing my personal statement. studying for the board exam. ayayah...
current at the computer lab. need to pass/high pass/honor (pending how i do) my last shelf exam. help me.
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